My one and only life mission is to help humanity liberate itself. My only wish is to give you your power back so that you can break the chains that prevents you from living the life you deserve. Society constantly tells us what to do and what to think, dangerously limiting us in expressing our true selves. How many people live in fear, anxiety and discontent? How many people live lives that don’t represent them, while constantly repeating the same patterns of actions and thoughts? The answer? The majority of people and I can assure you that I was one of them.
After a difficult childhood and an extraordinary police career, I had to face the darkest side of humanity. The result? I have long been caught up in my own fears, anxiety, traumas and defense mechanisms. I didn’t understand why I still felt dissatisfied, despite all my successes. In my eyes I never found myself enough. I didn’t understand why my interpersonal relationships were always conflictual. I didn’t realize that I was using alcohol, going out and using activities as an escape because I didn’t want to be alone with myself.
One day, I broke. One day, my soul could no longer bear living in such a way. A voice inside me told me that life couldn’t be like this. So, I started exploring and experiencing it like never before. And that’s when I discovered everything.
I discovered that we all have the power to create our own reality, to live in harmony with ourselves and to live with confidence, inner calm and even joy. Things that seemed impossible to me suddenly became possible. All this learning has been a revelation for me, but what’s the point of keeping it to myself? Now it’s time for me to share it all with you.
My youth took place in an environment filled with violence and abuse. I quickly realized that the adult was unfortunately more often than not a child who had also been injured in the past. By force of circumstances, the adult therefore in return becomes the aggressor of someone else.
At a very young age, no longer capable of experiencing all this horror, I lost hope in life. Feeling alone and afraid, a song saved me, “I’m OK” by Christina Aguilera. I saw myself in Christina Aguilera who also said had been abused in her youth, but that she had gotten through it. She was able to inspire in me an inexplicable force that allowed me to find hope that one day all this would end.
My life mission therefore became clear to me. I had to first survive, then heal myself and finally be able to sing my story, in order to inspire people who suffer in silence. Music therefore became my refuge. A place where I could escape from my nightmare and which finally allowed me to truly live. She gave me the strength and courage to move forward without ever losing hope.
I knew how to survive my childhood, but it had damaged me to the depths of my being. After several years of ignoring my demons, I fell to the lowest point of my life. Now it was time for me to heal. A personal journey was therefore born.
With the help of psychology, spirituality and my partner, I was able to make peace with my past and find the harmony within me. After taking many training courses such as: trauma healing from John F. Kennedy University, two training courses in energy healing, as well as training as a sound therapist, I am finally ready to use my voice to create a community where healing and non-judgment is our collective goal.